Don’t know from where to start from! We live in a world that is full of busyness & clatter. People are distracted… so do I, cause I am from the same World, actually I don’t want to be like that but there is no other option… its already more than 3 months… just Work! Work! and Work! break less life… this doesn’t mean I am too busy or I have too many works but time is not managed as i needed… I may be doing good at my work but i am lacking the great necessity, so i am not able to perform as i can… may be I am not giving enough time to my friend or {may be I am giving more time than they deserve}, family and many other part… things are just messing up in mismanaged time table… only good thing is some classes that I can enjoy with…
Heart & mind not at my control, someone stealing it… when I try to do something I cannot be clear on that, And I know there’s something missing… I could just wish someone to be with me… the loop of confusion always troubling… don’t even think what to do next… afraid of the results… I know result is either in my favor or not… I will accept that in my favor but i am afraid of that ‘not’… how harmful that will be or it will be taken easily, both are difficult to say… Hope i can get power some day… what the moment that would be !!! Just can hope that my silence will be a mischief of truth and sanity…
A friend is like a pillow, you can hug when you are in trouble, cry when you are in pain and embrace when you are happy… but some friends are such pillow which have nails inside it, they just the blood sucking creatures… I hate all those creatures! Kalanka !!! sathi ko nam ma… Relationships are hard to develop and too hard to break but what a person can do if he have no other option?
All time with computers, even in the time when I sleep… but can’t think of it without Internet… Facebook & Twitter are good online friends with whom I can share almost everything, I wanna remember my tweet some days earlier… ‘I WANT SOME REFRESHMENT, I WANT SOME FUN … I WANT A TIMEOUT, BUT I AM ALL ALONE’ … My Life, an Open Book, but being more complicated … I can just wait for some positive to happen… what can I do more than that…?
Dirty capital, pollution everywhere, roads, air, water… suffocating environment … no positive change in country… same dirty politics… same crisis all over, almost law-less society, threats all-over, nothing to cherish…
I want to be underground for some days and get back with some refreshment… Someone Please help me…
